Feelin’ Hopeless

 

 

I GAVE HER DEVOTION

AND INSTEAD OF GETTING DEEPER EMOTIONS

ALL I EVER GOT WERE DEMOTIONS

I WOULD HAVE GIVEN THE SUN, STARS, LAND OR OCEAN

AND STILL COULDN’T GET A PROMOTION

I TRIED TO FORCE MY LOVE AND ONLY CAUSED COMMOTION

I NEED LOVE 109 OR SOME POTION

FOR US TO STOP JUS’ GOING THROUGH THE MOTIONS

EGO STROKIN’ LIKE A RECORD BROKEN

FEELIN’ WORTHLESS LIKE A TOKEN

NO KEY NO DOORS OPEN

THE BUTT OF MY BOYS JOKIN’

                                             I’M FEELIN’ HOPELESS

 

Is It Really… Really, Really Love?

I have a “Girlfriend”…  I love her with all my heart… But many times I wonder if what we have is real at all…

As long as I can remember, I was always told “In order to have a good relationship there must be a strong foundation”… Is it just me or has that idea been lost in this generation?… We have become a society of”Secrets & Lies” as a way of life…

When my “Girlfriend” and I first met I can always remember how she was the perfect female, or at least that what she portrayed to be…

She would pay for herself even if I wanted to treat…

She wouldn’t care were we would hang out… She never had an issue with me playing B-Ball with my boys and as a matter of fact actually encouraged me to hang out with my male friends… She didn’t care that I was a momma’s boy…

But after a few months of dating I realized some major changes…

She hated that I put my mother before her… She felt that I was more loyal to my boys then I was to her… Plus she started to tell me she hates the spots that I picked for us to go out…

She went as far as to tell me that she didn’t believe me when I said I was playing Basketball… She felt like that was my excuse to step out on her…

It wasn’t long that I felt that I couldn’t trust her… her lack of trust in me made it impossible for me to put my entire faith in her

I started to question if we were a real couple… I started to wonder if she realy loved me…

Is it possible to have faith in your partner if they don’t have faith in you?